i tink i'm just scaring myself ytd for NTH. BAKA eunice!
muacks to pui kuan and siehui. :] <3
mo(ni/san)ichido... lol. HAPPIE BIRTHDAY pui KUAN!!! :]

anyways ytd nite my house flew in one white butterfly, which i tot was a moth until papa corrected me when he woke up in e morning for work. and weird it kinda lifted up my spirits a little, haha and i dunno why. feels lyk my gong gong, came to tell me that everything will be alright with my mama. okays. i tink i'm jus comforting myself. anyway, i tink the butterfly like me cuz it kept hovering around me while i mugged away. =x lol. and it landed on my notes once and scared the hell outta me. i'm coward although i liked that butterfly. hahaz. and i photograhed it while it hibernate on my wall. upload someday...

here goes...

nicenice. meimei.

and haha i slept only at 7 plus in the morning cuz me and siehui mugged over the phone, she cant get to slp and i feel awake after msging her. haha. so did sometink productive instead and i finally finished my transition element notes. we are ggs! HEE. and i naturally woke up at 10 plus. -____- imba. oh and i woke up the butterfly gone le. :(
going to go see my mama at hospital later. i hope i wont be weird again lyk last nite. zzz.this is just a bad year for all grams... sianzzzzz...

FUCK FUCK FUCK!
tt's jus so UNFAIR!!! WTH!!!
and i'm so darn scare this time round i dunno why. this feeling it sux, it is overwhelming me so much. simply fuck. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! i'm jus scaring myself. freak! it'll be alright.
but i'm still shaking. and i can't stop the tears. FREAK! and this feeling. its first ever that scares me so much. STUP UP EUNICEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this was never her fate, NEVER. frreakkkkkk.

i wonder why i still have energy... weird weird weird. =/ ever reducing sleep cycle... zzz
haha. and today... good and sianz stuffs.
first, *shsss*[took a leaf outta pj's bloggie] was there. =x LOL. wasn't all that lyk last time. no daos, cuz practically there isnt any contact =x hahaz. anyways, still it was kinda unexpected and surprising, cuz there wasnt a reason for tt occurrence. HAHA. LOL. and i tink it lasted for onli a 100th of a sec? :[ we are such nutcases arent we... =x LOL.

NEXT NEXT NEXT!!! it's always when i'm with joc, cutie pie! fasinating eh... me and fish, it's all about the fate we have, babe!!! coincidentals rox Us!!! <3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 153);">

hardwork + sweat = SHUANG!!! :] tsk tsk and some ppl jus STARE and look onli. see see see and walk away. wth. nao1 zhong3... but still there are ppl hu are helpful.
and all the draggy stuffs draining us here... blablabla...
after which went bridging and spamed with jay's song the whole time. lol. a little sick. and my mango pudding tasted weird though sh n nemo tot that it was ok. =/ fussy taste buds i have? dunno lahs...
in short today is a seh gor study day. :[ cuz practically there isnt any at all. XD LOL... whoops. DANG!

I LOVE ECONS. [hypnotise hypnotise =x veri sorry but aint my choice... dang!]
"LET'S GO...." yes, madam!!!

PUUPUU~ DRIVE!!! the magic no. is 12, i tink? lol..
and we can say byebye to the petrol. ex manz... [okie tt's lame... -.-] hahaz.

OHOHOH!!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZAX daddie, 仁!!! :]

ALERT TO ALL INCLUDING MYSELF!!! :(

The one and only person to help oneself is in fact simply... ONESELF!!!
and the fact that THIS is blatant to us all but yet there isn't much actions and improvements or whatsoever.
what's missing, seriously?!
there's simply no tangible generator to steam us on and get our butts off where we are stuck and super-glued on that is impeding us from mugging.

Picture ourselves receiving our a lvl results and REALISE
how we're gonna cry our eyes blind (which is simply useless)
how to face our teachers
how to face our parents
but most importantly,
how to face OUR OWN FURURE
after we see our SHYT results smack right at our faces!
HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW HOW?!?!?!
we have no answers! NONE of them!
serves as a good generator?

BUT it's no use crying over split milk cuz it's gone FOREVER, that i supposed we all noe.
and when we think back to the time[which is RIGHT NOW, THIS INSTANCE!!!] when we were well aware that the milk's gonna spill...
there's just no motivation back den[viewpoint from future] to save it from being spilled!
now we see the consequences, feel the surging motivation. let it in, let it surge, SOMEHOW, by HOOK or CROOK!!!

so the cliche goes... A lesson can only be learnt the HARD WAY!
Do we REALLY have to feel the remorse, regret and indignant to really learn our lesson before the generator gets turned on?!?!?!
DO WE REALLY WANT TO LEARN IT THE HARD WAY?!?!?!?!
PROVE THAT DAMN CLICHE WRONG MANZ!!!
using ji1 jiang4 fa3 here...

and here i am typing this post, not only to START my own generator, but hoping to ignite many others' too...

SAVE the milk before it spills SMACK right INTO OUR FACES!!!

and this post was inspired after that qns posted by MELISSA. =x LOL. my essay answer to YOU, MYSELF and MANY OTHERS. :] serves as a gd threat eh? mel... wahahaha. :p
and this is a super ugly post. uneven font size, ugly colour combination and such... wad an eyesore. =x
but i hope this won't go down to the drain. :] *to mel, myself and many others still* :]

i'm having indigestion from conflakes. =x
though i used to take them everyday for breakfast. hurhur.
*self censorship*

XD. LOL la!
and to tink this nearly ended up in the garden. cuz i nvr signed out. tt's insanity!
its too chim, dun try to figure it out unless u are pro. lol.

WAD THE SHYT! i tink reality just hit me in the head! =x
i noe i'm lyk 2 weeks away from prelims. yea... tt's ok, i noe tt veri well and i tot it was 3. -.-
den i jus realised we are TEN weeks away from A LEVELS. OM*G!!! tt i didnt noe until lyk NOW!
i feel screwed. okays maybe i will abandon everytink and mug my life away for the time being, MAYBE! NONONONONONONO. is MUST.
aiyooo... my happie day is back to square one. hit by the REALITY! lol. but i'm still happy. dots.

TEN WEEKS eunice TEN WEEKS!!! [still waking up to reality dun mind me ppl]
TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN TEN. T-E-N

i've got my potion and i'm HAPPIE!
:D :P xD :] :] :] :]
AND kudos to me!!! i just found a new source of strength for myself!!! it certainly IS useful.
just that it was there all along but i forgotten its existence, too long ago perhaps. and i'm glad to rediscover it again. :] it's definitely my potion!!! WAHAHAHA. XD it's meant to be my secret. no probes. thx... HAHA! hohoho. :O
OMG! i suddenly veri high!!! LOL.
lalalalalalalallalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaa.................. :p

DAMN!!! there's construction going on everywhere around. okie, maybe not so exaggerated. but it's onli upstairs and somewhere out there. i gotta get out, i tink. haha. -.- alrights, predict my expenses going on a rise.

ohohoh. pj! i saw a webbie den there got jin's expenses! and u noe wad. he spent 300 plus in a week. i tink is in S$ haha. wth rite. and sometimes he skip meals de. den dunno why will be so ex. but he spent $95 on a jacket. haha. dunno how add up to be so much de la. LOL.
OMG! and as i was typing this ur msg came. so xie men. hahaz.

wahh. what a zai biological clock i have. fancy me waking up so damn early when there's no sch. -_______-" haha and i dont remember what time i slept yesterday. lol. XD
but if there's realli sch waking up at this timing... i'll be so screwed with some being barking at me. =x
okie not bad... shall hit my notes early today den. hohoho.
AND i think i needta get outta my house. a veri super CONDUCIVE environment to study. LOL. but i'm lazy today. haha. i'm a contradiction. dang... -.-
jiayou³ big house... =x HAAH!

blood type A: likes to lean against the wall.
blood type B: likes being in the center.
blood type O: likes to walk everywhere in a room.
blood type AB: likes the corner.



LOL. XD
so true, and obviously i'm blood type... =x wahahahaha. =p

dreams,
get e hell outta there,
more so everywhere.
slay em'
bust em'
see fer urself,
seen it a times too many.
memorise my list,
grind it into ur brain.
one's choice,
bear it oneself!
what are u,
nth.
gotta nth to do with u.
pack ur bags,
slam the door.
not under,
but over, spell it right!
god damn freak,
learn it well!
so sick so sick so sick...
arent i arent i arent i
puke it out.
harden it, obliterate it.
if not just dig it out,
throw it away.
facade facade facade. :]
walk it on, the damn path that i chose.
it takes more to fail than succeed.
tattoo that in too.
in ur brain in ur brain.
be firm. am firm.
i've got that stand,
standing tall.
lastly hit my notes. :] be a gg...
for some insane 'therapy'. :]
it's ok to be a gge. perfectly fine.
that's the way it is.
it gets melted with the embrace of time.

apologies for chapalang post. ps.

4bia... four terrors. survived. :]
shielded some nono scenes and made it all much better.
bummed our heads. youch...
read only subtitles.
scream at our lungs.
brain wash ourselves at the end of it.

LOL. this sky line reminds me of how me n pj was chased by a super big rainy cloud that was having a heavy downpour. and we had to run back to school, for band i tink, where it is still sunny with the nice blue sky. a veri clear defined line that was back then. haha. so comical, but it's true.

mugging break is drawing near!!!

tennis today was crazy, i tink tennis is not my knack. miss the ball lyk free. haha. even when it's so reachable. and i made a blunder today. -___-" seriously dots. haha, psps. XD.

[puay] says:
i suggest
[puay] says:
blog this
[puay] says:
"PUAY IS A CUTIE PIE"
=eUnicE= that little that much says:
sure baby!

LOL. ur request cutie pie. OMG. so damn mushy. =x wahahahaha.

WHEE~ met wanyu at e hub, my virgin trip there with joc... lol.
man! u made my day!!! :] and u cutting ur hair signifies how long we have not seen each other.
so me n joc talk talk talk and talk... haha. lyk endlessly. carefree times always slip us past so fast. sadded. and i'm still goin there tmr. lol.

on the bus watching the current all time favourite... Olympics...men butterfly stroke 100m heats. den i suddenly felt disgusted... i tink bcuz they swam until too mermaid-ish le. wahaha. but i dont deny they realli very pro. cuz i see the men swim and i tot they looked lyk mermen [spelled lyk tt? o.O]. well, if it was women den still quite ok since they will look lyk mermaids which is kinda nice and hao kan. but weird.. men looking lyk tt is the opposite. haha. XD
oh den these few days so much commotion bout PHELPS. so i kinda look out for him. den he lost in one of the heats. lol. got second. and the person hu got first was lyk super arrogant. still showed stupid gestures to PHELPS. lyk diaoz.

cliches are meant to be cliches.
and ppl won want to believe in cliches as it's lyk a stereotype that's a burden.
but more often than not, they prove itself true and those hu refused to succumb back then, find themselves merciless towards cliches after experiencing it themselves. FREAK eh! erosion erosion...

adults. lie. how justified can they be? thinking... imba imba... tsk. adults irritates me at times. wad an irony. we will be one in the future too. so i'll be irritated with myself eh... diaoz.

oh man... i slacked my weekends away yet again!!! >.< no excuses this time.
stop thinking bout how complicated life is and move on with mugging!!! RARR~

how did it felt to make tt kinda speech?
i will nvr noe, until i reach tt phase in life i guess.
but i certainly noe it's hard. she pulled it off well.
she's strong, i have to admit. i can't say for myself. =x
i dunno. it's jus scary i guess. emptiness, fear, cant-bear-ness.
but hellyea i want her to stay!!! it's eons and eons and eons more, more more more...!!!


OH MAN!!! I FEEL SO BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROARSSSSSSSS. >.<
how can i put it wrongly?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I HAVE A PEA BRAIN!!!
kill me stab me bang me dang me. wadeva u can tink of... :(

THIS IS CRAP SHYT,

GONE!!!

wahahahaha

ok crap. this weekend all my time, energy, money and emotions are fueled into NATAS fair.
WTH is wrong with the service sector these days. lyk seriously KCUF CAN! and the PURPOSE of a desposit is to SECURE, SECURE!!! ur booking! if not wad's tt for! dumbass! paid a deposit of $50. and the next day they say. 'oh the air tix n airport tax has risen. blahblahblah...' so now u have to pay 200 more per pax. WTH. and the previous day... 'u can pay a minimum deposit to SECURE UR BOOKING!' [ok since i'm not there, i shant comment] BOOKING?! BOOKING equals wad it wasnt clear at all. obviously ppl will tink it's the whole damn tink on tt receipt for tt deposit!
and it makes no sense for tt deposit at all when nth is secure, maybe just the accommodation. but tt dun suffice! use ur brain and tink y wld one pay a deposit if not all is secured esp the air tix! and given their SUBERB SERVICES, they jus play along and led u into their trap! it's their DAMN RESPONSIBILITY to tell us every single detail even when times we appear to uds!!! ROARS! and when tinks goes wrong, they ***king say 'yea u agreed b4 u signed' tt ***king tink tt held no securities! and still dare to show ATTITUDE when u are being confonted! FREAK FREAK FREAK!!!
wad a stoopid week to meet with TWO stupid services with their f***ed up attitude. they just hide some IMPORTANT clauses by simply selective explaining, or worse just LEAVE them out. and when everytink's been done, they jus give tt TOO BAD attitude, 'it's ur fault for not enquiring and asking, it has got nth to do with us.' ASS!!!

chill..........................................................................................chilled

random... why is donkey called an ass. poor tink....