had interview today le. manz hope i can get the job although i'm unable to work on Sundays. :( takku. (geez) [only anime-er/otakus(lol jkjk) will know wad's this. lol.] and spore... she really is a small small country. haha. cuz we met 2 other mjcians and 1 ex tpjcian at the same interview batch. lol. though i only know 2 of the three people. cian sounds so nice, don't u all agree??? lols.

oh no i forgot what i wanted to blog about le. haha.
or maybe there isn't any actually. -.-



OH OK i rmb le!
i think what i'm gonna say may be boring/complicated. haha but dun care i just wanna say. dun wanna read just IGNORE. not that i didn't warn you ppl. lol.
lol i dunno how to start.... =/ abruptly, here goes...

when a society-labeled-conformist yearns and switch to become an individualist opposing the conformists, conforming to being an individualist. that person is still a CONFORMIST. just that he's switches from the majority to the minority. the reason for this switch may be the label in itself, stamped for eternity by society... or some other i dunno reasons.
but actually wad's wrong with being a conformist in instances when those are really your own true mindset. why are labels so taken into consideration? so mush so that one wants to switch to being an individualist but actually that's not the true inner you. and yes and i'm guilty of suchs at times. =/
and yes you may say individual is not minority cuz it's only ONE, ONE PERSON. but i'm refering to the several dozens of individualists wrt[sia la i miss writing this short form.. LOL oh and it's for chem and sometimes maths] different issues and matters. simplicitly, people who have their own single way of thinking and doing thinks la huh but varied ones. if you get what i'm saying...

lol i just wanna say people are forever conformists. in my own dictionary. and i have no idea why i wanna prove that either. it just popped into my head one fine day and i wanna pen it down yo. lol. congrats to those who survived reading to the end! lols.
hmm think again... i think i just wanna justify my own actions.. to feel better or just revert to being the original conformist since by switching, there ain't NO DIFFERENCE! HAHA. XD yadayadawadeva! =p