went bugis ytd with zy and before that with love too. gonna be a frequent bugis-ter lols. my own word! HAHA :D goin there tmr again! for my jappp lesson, tmr first lesson. and goshhh... i haven go revise. damn! forever a procrastinator la huh. >.<

today was a long day i guess. went town to meet sh and nemo. did window shopping, cuz we all bought cny clothes already. and i max the limit this year, unbelievably [not quite so actually. hahaz]. hope i won't buy anything anymore tmr.... zzz.

after that met up the guys at mr tay there.
hmm... and i got kinda... emotional i guess. =/ while reading the note thingy. it flowed and froze.
"...rehearsed..." it seems that i had rehearsed those scenes in my mind too. and self delusion is not what i seek, cuz i'm at least this old to be enlightened by the inevitable cycle of life. but i know no matter the times i rehearsed, rehearsed and reheared, that fateful day that i and many more dread... it's always different from when it actually occurs. and it scares me, immensely. i don't want that day to come, not at least in the near future. cuz now that i felt something similiar, i have no confidence to handle that well, nought.
keeping up with the rehearsals
bringing myself back to reality repeatedly

had topless five and end. damn... the happy feeling sticky chewy chocolate gave me is diminished. =/