and the side effects of nothing... were bad, real bad. =/
i know i have to do it somehow, sometime.

yeayea, i'm doin it now. faster than wad i expected myself to take...
though i'm half done only. gahhhhhhh =/=/=/=/
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nope, i haven done it completely yettt. bahhhh... ):



yesterday was supposed to be a happy day but yet another snowball came.
yea i was hit badly la... so i ran away from home... but only for a few hours that is... hurhur. T.T
since i lost my jog to z monster that evening. haha shun bian la. i don't wanna take it out on the table.
i walked one round with two koreans after my 2k plus plus. haha kinda cool cuz i don't think i dare to walk alone. the foreign language that heals. aiya i was sula cuz i wanted to talk to them but in the end... i didn't have the courage to do it anyways. =/ and after that i met another korean family at the playground... wun dong -ing.. lols and yet again i let the chance slip by... =/ i earned a smile though. haha. since when there's so many koreans around here? then i regretted not getting to know my korean ex-neighbour. ): the boys studied the same pri school as i was. but they shifted already... and the phillipines' shifted in.


it wasn't the squabbles that hit,
it wasn't her tiao kang-ness that hurt,
it was the scars since childhood that i felt,
it was the wounds from the past that took the bump,
it was last night when they tore once again,
it was unexpected that they are still raw right now.

and it seems i can't stitch them back...