i believe the day will come..
when i no longer need to guess...
that oblivion...




it's just...
not time yettt.
nonetheless i haven made up my mind yett actually..



上线...
真以为我都。。。

!!!! my nose have been leaking the whole day. and i used near to three packs of tissues and not to mention my frequuent toilet visits. zzz! goshhh... and keep 'ha-chew-ing' @_@ when sometimes it comes but haven prepare tissue so have to press my nose. or i prepare le but it stop half way!! -.-

hahaha anyway today went bakerzin again to eat that nice cakey. :] went with pj and zy. then after that shopped around with zy pj go home mum mum.. and my nose was still leaking... gahhhh... haha and i saw mr. lua.. my nass band teacher... he's appearing these days.

oh today i finally had my SECOND driving lesson.. nothing much also de lo... only learn how to change gear. aiyo and half the time my coach was explaining stuffs.. while i was getting impatient. =x hehe.

two people are absent tmr... i think i will be bored... oh wells...
better remember to bring my lao pok gai mp3 to work tmr. lols.




oh nooo suddenly... i tot about my compo assignment.
i have to shake this procrastinating bug from myself... seriously.. =/

hahaha. that means it's not really posted at that time.
it's a make up timing.
an avenue for me to keep bloggit going. lols.
it's either i have no time or mood don't permits me to blog on the actual day. hahaha.
why i sound so chimmy feely... =x
yala get it la huh...

窒息的宁静

明天会更好
希望吧．．．

HAAPPPPY BIRTHDAY SHISHI! :]

had the cake on promotion at bakerzin today! chocolate amer? it's not in the menu leh... i tink. it's super nice. it's half price now, onli $3.10. simplylicious. hahaha.
it's only until the end of May. SO CHOCOLATE LOVERS!!! get ur butt down soon. lols. :p
I'M SOOOO going to have it for a 2nd time. before the promotions ends. hehehe. :p
yummy yum. :) :]


oh saw nass ec today. hahahaz.

mmewp-ed. HEHE. cool code here. lols.

sat
hehehehe. aiya. i'm away from bloggit these days. =x sorry bloggie. lols.
sooooo... class outing. and many ppl didnt wanna go for the cycling. in the end onli left me nemo and fee. hahahaha. XD guaiguai combi but wadeva. hahaha!

and then i wanted to cycle to changi airport. oh btw we were at ECP. cuz it's lyk the lengendery route kinda thing.. so i wanted to try... who knows it's hell far and u can onli SEE the airport but not near it and cannot go in. cuz i thought maybe we sld go there have lunch den got energy cycle back ma... >.< in the end... we cycle more than 20 kms. GOSH! tired like what! and my knee joint there pain and butt pain oso. =x it's after very very long then we decided to turn back. OH! HAHAHA. i saw my tpjc ec sia! LOL. cool...

hahaaa... oh wells... den went mac and i'm already not hungry anymore. i only had oat milk for breakfast. zzz. hahaha. ate small snacks den cab down to meet o4 for movie lo! we watch monsters vs aliens. ok la the movie. i think night at the museum will be nicer but onli left front row! den after that me n nemo left lo... they go makan...

mission accomplished. not.
latter refering to my COMPOSITION PPL!
dang! how man? i don't think i'll have time for it... @.@

DETERIMENTAL effects of the connected line...
sophisticated stereotypes... =/
even not sparring...

hahaha. ytd i asked my dad...
to give me his ipod touch he won in some company function lucky draw!
COOL HOR?!
yeahhhhhh!!!! means i no need hunt for mp3/mp4 players le!
but i still have to hunt for a new phone!
ahhh. help help. i nvr see any one i like very much to make me wanna own it! howwww...

hahaha. so ytd i got a new cher to teach me bout the ipod stuffs and all
cuz i'm seriously boon at it.
he's a cat. lols.
xankew ar!
paiseh for the qg-ness i caused. lols. XD

negativity...


lols.
gahahaha.

it's too tedious...
see how ba... =/






hahaha. ty zy for accompanying me! :]
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updated: 11:33
OH NO. i feel sleepy and there's still so mani undone stuffs.
gahhhh....

ytd my throat pain... i think it's cuz i ate the pizza i toasted den kena cut perhaps... :(
den today go work my throat still pain. den started having one nose hole blocked. den need blow nose. but it ain't running... and at times it feels like burning and dry in my nose. so it just alternates... zzz. den felt cold and had goosebumps. geez... and around evening i have heavy head. gossh. heavy head normally equates to fever. but i didnt bring the thermometer the company gave us. so went home den take. no fever leh.
just took oso onli 37.0... i'm ironic la wanna skip work but wanna go too. lol. i just need a valid reason to solve my contradiction. lols. zzz.
so i guess i will take tmr morning again and see how. haha.

oh! my whole family kena lo... =/ first my dad got from colleague... den passed to my mum but onli lasted two days. den my sis... den now me... but i tink it's mainly due to the pizza!!!! hahaha. and maybe pj pass to me too. lol. or maybe even colleagues.. hmm.... too many chances. it's not the oink oink flu eyyy!... ? YA!

first time on the NIGHT RIDER. ex lyk dunno wad. but it's better than taxi rates provided i'm cruising back from town to make it worthwhile. i like to use random-not-really-applicable words. so dont mind eh. hahaha. first time broke record lo. till need take NR. previous time is too early. lol. extremes la! and it doesn't stop directly at my stop so i'd still have to walk 2 busstops. gee...

gahh... it's 2 months plus and it's byebye to work. i don't mind byebye-ing my work. but not colleagues eh... =/ and really is sayonora kinda byebye. :( gahhh... 好好保握现在吧。

hahahahhaa. and today jap lesson got assignment leh! as in homework... aiya sama sama. hahahaha. need write composition!!!! COOL RITE!??!?!!? hahaha. i think i will try hard not to produce crap for my first writing. LOLS.
the topic is... 私の一日maximum 400 characters. lol. i wonder if i will even reach 100 leh. gosh... most probably write about working day ba. shall see...

gosh... work on my bday totally sucked pls. and normally my work don't suck much. just bore n snooze and ya that's about it. den ytd there's no bore no snooze no whatnots. just cuz i'm so so so tied up to my neck pls. and i didnt let my colleagues know it was my bday. cuz i don't expect special treatment or whatnots anyways. hehe.

so the workload that day was like twice the usual slack routines these days. it's like 19 cartons pls!!! usually it's around 8 ppl. gahhh. what a suay day with that humongous workload. and to make it worse! one colleague called in sick. -.- so it's like i'm the only one doing liao. as in my QC part. twice the workload, half the manpower. count! HELLO that's FOUR TIMES!! @.@ so i was on the alert mode and max my efficiency meter. den my colleagues doing the after steps keep cui-ing me. ohmygosh lo. gahhhh... and it wasn't once twice or thrice kinda cui. so i was zzz irritated and frustated. !@$#%$^% kinda lost my cool. =/
but anyways... after i left work it's way off my mind. waha!

den went to met my auntie and cousin. she giving my sister and i a treat at cafe cartel! hooray. i forgot the reason why. so it's like a win-win thingy. that forgotten reason and my bady lo. hahaha. oh den my uncle came by too. after that i bought a scarf haha. we just random passed by den she say wan buy for me since i like it too. :] heehee. so after that they send me home...

den cut cake and the usual stuffs... hohoho. but unusually... this year's cake was not the conventional chocolatey cake wor! is a heart shaped strawberry cake. but got few layers. so one of it is a chocolate mosse-like and the other is strawberry mosse-cheese-like! it's nice lo! my sister bought from workplace. it's from four leaves. upload pic if i have the time and not bugged by lazy. wahaha. hahaha and that's also a cum mother's day cele.. it's a convenience bday this year. but i'm still glad. :] my mum was telling me that day i was born is also mother's day... back in 1990 lo... cool eh?
ohoh. and got a big surprise from lion this year! LOL. toot toot de. hehheh.

goshhh... someone thought i was borned in 1988. =/ i think my age perception by people varies alotttt lo. maybe... hehehe.






today i went to meet ws after work..
and loves got me NEWS color albummmmmmmu. :] wahahaha. i was just listening to them ytd before i receive my present. my first jap album leh... hahaha. arigatou. i'll take super good care of my yamapi. as in with everybody along... in the album. hahahaha aiya. u get it.

den there's this shop at tamp1. that give double scoop icecream on ppl's bday! and damn it i was there ytd. but i didn't know about it. and i see it today. bahhh.... just 24 hours away from it.

hahahahaha. today i overslept! i'm supposed to reach 0800
but i woke up at 0758. =x lols.
geez... but i managed to reach by 0830. haha pro.
that's cuz i didnt set alarm. tootz.

the qns deer ask... bahaha.



lol and you people know that pineapple have a certain meaning?
wu ke feng gao... =X lols.





like pi-kun i dont have a topic for my nikki today. LOL. nikki. rofl.

hahahaha. while in SBS bus.. i can feel my heart doki doki. LOLS. nervous abit.
den abit noob cuz first lesson. i cannot find my instructor. he asked me to call him when i reached. den walk walk. hahaha i saw lp!! O.O she guide me to where i'm supposed to go. lols. den most of the time is spent by instructor lecturing on the cars thingy and all. i only manage to drive abit. with much much help from him. lol.

den i met so many people there. later saw shini talk abit. :] den saw lijun. but too out of way to ta chao hu le. and at bus stop saw ruiling. i suspected it was her de but dismissed my suspicion cuz not exactly her. [LOL. so many rite?!?!? LESS THAN 10 MINS SEE 3 PEOPLE!!!] until she turned to face me.. den lp call and met me at bus stop. took 87 go work liao :( actually i think lp can get down later de. den no need change bus. =/



den i felt sleepy at work. so thinks started to get...
they started to think that there's something up with me... lyk i emo or wad or pms. or i met something bad. weird lo they. den actually i am fine de, onli sian and sleepy ma... in the end make me zzz. hurhur.

my supervisor even wan treat me coffee/cake. i wan cake! heehee. but dun have the one i wan. :( that includes my 跑腿费 for her packed lunch too i guess. den auntie and boon like try to make me laugh and all. weird lo... but i didnt have the mood to laugh. haha. den another colleague still ask why i so quiet today... O.O maybe most of times i'm noisy... =x HAHAHA. aiya just plain weird la. in the end make my mood weird oso, become 纳闷. =/ lol. but they are so nice to me. :] ahahahaha. onli sometimes my super aint la huh. =x


after that have dinner with zy and went shop shop. hehehe. :D den saw pj and mel. lols.
and i got shou huo... yeahhh... =p

i went to download the newest windows live messenger and it screwed up to the max! :(
keep dc cuz got dunno wad problems and have to press the 'don't send' button thingy.

how?
怎么办?
如何して。

...continued

sat
and so after my ot... i went PP to meet o4. :]
and gosh i had a ghastly encounter at the building near my workplace the name is techview. gosh. i had goosebumps and it sent me taking off at my feet. T.T
i went toilet at that building and the corridor is lyk empty with ONLY me. and the lift is near the toilet... i walked passed it and the one nearest to the toilet... the door is opened and pitch black inside and when i walked passed... 'ding dong going up' BUT there's no one inside and the doors didnt close even though it's commanded to go up. den i just continued wad i wanted to do but the bad omen feel is engulfing me.
and when i walked passed the 2nd time turning back to where i came in from, though i can walk through to the bus stop... the door is still opened and it's still black... a little far from it le. i hear 'ding dong... going...' siao liao. i so scared lo! T.T den i picked up pace. but lyk still so far from the exit door. den the goosebumps started to surface. den dunno is my imagination or i really heard it. got those 'pss pss' sound as though calling me. OMFG! i faster run outta building. :(

i reached earlier and so went to walk walk alone. haha. den i was a little uncomfortable by someone[a sales person] who asked me something. blablabla we were talking abit... den she asked...

......
S: Do you go to chuxch?
me: nope i don't.
S: oh... so you're not a chxistxan yet.
me: *dondake! [what the...] wad's up with the YET*

i know it's a sensitive issue here. but i'ld just like to say that i'm not against the religion but just against how partial of the followers act and behave and all ya know. it's like they wanna monopoly the whole realm of religion kinda feeling that they give. ya but NOT ALL followers are like that, to be fair. but those who are... they shouldn't force their thinking and beliefs on others. it's pissty. i mean they should recognise that the path they chose is not the one and only path available to the different peoples of different backgrounds out there.
In fact i was very in touch with that religion teaching cuz of the childcare i went to when i was young[but i was more of a bxddist back then cuz of my parents]. but i guess... there isn't i need to make a choice or commit. i'm happy as things are. besides many other stuffs resulted in a repeling force away from the former i mentioned.
k enough of this talk... hope there's no trouble awaiting me or wadsoevers.. =/

met up with the rest ke den went to berrylites where allie is working. hahaha. and i saw Mrs. and Mr. Teh! LOL. the most you yuan teacher... cuz met her a mj before oso... she came to take lessons in my school. lol and i called her i said hello Mr. Teh.. >.< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">
haha den we went to ji siao allie while she was attending to us. i ate chocolate yogurt. that day only had that, whilte choco w macadamia and original. all the super ORDINARY flavours lo. so unfair... that time fee had cheesecake and dunno wad... other than the original tastes like yogurt, the other are like ISCREAM! =p heh. den someone wanna hide her unglammness by not saying bye to us. tsk tsk! HAHAHA. XD *IMAGINES* ROFL!




sun
went to my uncle house and help them do some translation for their F&B business from english to chinese. lately i've been translating stuffs. haha translated lyrics on some webbie. kinda like it leh... lol.

after that go jepun lessons and got back test paper! hahaha. 97/100! over a hundred... so nostalgia cuz that's like the primary school grading. or is jc oso like that? i dun really rmb. =x hehehe.
k nth much liao...







HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
VROOM VROOM TMR!!! :D
kin kang! kin kang! :p

i just found a 同年同月同日生 someone as pj... O.O erm... that someone is my friend too.
it's shocking to me la!!! maybe you people think that i'm just making a mountain. lol. abit?
and and. the two of them met before. lol. AMUSED. totally.

i think it's so cool to know someone who is 同年同月同日生 as you. i hope i can find someone like that. special occurrence to me. hahaha. then can do cross reference. lols.
but that is just a false hope i guess.



hahaha. i will more often than not mix up pj's bday with ren fu's one. =X cuz it's a diff of 2 days. hahahaha. すま。

today[yesterday] celebrated my ma ma's bday. one eighth of a century. geez... she's really awesome! :] she's regaining weight. hoho. =o but heard it might be due to the new medicine she took... hmm... hope it's not side effect tink. but from what i observed today... she can scream at my little cousins so loudly! hahaha. so i'm glad. lol not that they are screamed at.. =/ but she's so energied. hahaha. gosh... there's really this word energied?! nope i was scammed. lol.

and i was offered a place in ntu. biological science. but i still wanna wait for nus. =/ and at the same time stay appreciative. :] is that balanced? lols. too vexing a qns to think about the answer. and so there's tea party next sat on vesak day?! my aunt was asking if ntu was scamming me or i remembered the date wrongly... but i'm super certain that it's next sat 9th may lehhhh... went home checked oso same result! hahaha. couldn't be they make a mistake what right? the aftermath will be lyk.. bagaboom. =x check it out next week yo!






and this weekend my schedule is packeddd... woohoo...
tmr i'm gonna do a think that i haven done in eons years. hehe. got dental appointment la! since sec sch pls, when i lasted visited one. gosh... 2 years.. okies not that eon after all. hohoho =o but i don't feel nervous... yet?...
oh it's today. -.-

and after that i'm gonna do OT. my first time going back on sat! omggg lo. and i'm not doing my department stuffs. manz pj's department stuff. and i tell you it's no kantang job la! >:( i learn and tried on fri.. and you know what i almost lost something important. the QC form!!! [QC is quality check. FYI: my job is see images and ensure their quality. it's a bore la. =x hahaha] i go bundle with the docs. luckily it was in the 1st page so i found it eventually. maybe i was distracted talking to my colleagues. hehehe. =x wish me luck. heh. i wanna up UP UP my pay. hahahaha. $.$

Note: blogging in advance is kinda toot. so... tune in next time. LOL.






HAHAHAHA. and i passed ftt liao looo... hehe :D
gonna vroom vroom next tues. omggg so excited!!!! LOL.
one colleague wanted to bet with me who can get license first. but den it's unfair cuz he started practical lessons much much earlier than me pls. confirm he first de ma. hahaha. but sometimes... it's hard to say. =X gahh... bad bad me. LOLOLOL XD

and after i started work... i realised i have 'proud' genes. but it's not an intentional thingy. it's just that i'ld ask the wrong stuffs and say the wrong stuffs? then the subtle reaction of others will make me realise i'm guilty of that. and sometimes... it's just a wanna-make-fun-of-people kinda mindset. but ya know... people do get the wrong intentions a whole lot of times cuz PERCEPTION is just a killer thingy. to me... intentions is what matters... but there's still a need to ensure that perceptions fits at the optimum to the original intentions... i'm like that eh...
for example hor...

A: i just taught B what bias means.
me: HUH?! B dunno ar? O.O
A: barbie. not everyone knows every word in the world including you......
me: nod nod. :(

so expectations vs reality just got me into trouble and guilt and enlightenment too?
FYI, the mindset i mentioned above is not applicable in the quoted eg.. thankyou.
tsk i really feel very bad when instances like this occur. :( so i try to sieve my comments/reactions before blurting them out recklessly.... =/ BUT at the same time it's frightful that this skill i'm trying to adopt may paint me in a hypocritical light. =/ grr... maybe i think too much at times... eh?


den i thought about an oral qns i was once asked in schooling years...
are singaporeans proud? why?
so i reattempted the qns.. and realised i don't really have an explicit answer to that. wahaha.
relate to a culture thingy? it's a little sophisticated to fish for an explicit answer...





i don't like my posts to be so rojaked! but then these days, they just like to be in this way...>.< haha. it's either nothing or all in rajak format. dang!