i've put off my procrastination attributing to the two blisters-to-be on my pinky toes. ._.
i finally sew my 战衣 for my pinkies whenever with pumpy... HA! proud of myself.
but i haven put them in the battle field yet... so... sldn't get too big headed yettt i guess..


yarn slipping through
rolling on..
captivated by gravity
lengthening the link;
nonetheless on the contrary
drifting away
let go thread
stops drift
get the drift...











fri
went ntu for medical check up. hmmm... a little procrastination here and there. o.O *bewilderment* ewweee
they have a serious problem with the number system! numbers like 70 plus get called first when mine's 56. -.- then lp n wei had to wait for me. haha. i saw 58 as 56 and went in at the wrong time... ooo maluated. =/
funnily i told my super i gonna be absent today the day before when she was sorta in her lalaland. -.- so.. she nodded slightly and i thought she heard me. gee.. ._. though i found it weird that she didnt ask what i have tmr. haha. i just leave it.
den... that day pj msged me say she didnt know and there's alot that day. ops. hahaha. wanted to chiong back down de... but in the end didnt.








sat
luckily i can work ot. cuz pj project cannot do ot le. anyway went... and it's irritating to see ppl slacking! >:/
after that the plan was to go k with pj... but got scammed by that stupid cccc ktv longe la! pissss... they book the wrong date and still dare display their sucky attitute. peeved...
crack our brains and finally ended up in PP. on the way i realised can go the katong de oso. went but hard luck. :( den went to visit elephant too. and just pure window shopping. were angels that day ya. =x cuz gonna let the demons out the next day ya see.
and... conincidentally. we saw our colleague with her husband! HAHA. she was shopping for my super's bday present. haiz. i haven buy yet. it's so outta the wayyy. see how baaa..








sun
met shihui at far east. goshh... and i didnt bring my wallet out YOU ALL KNOW!!! DANG DANG DANG!!! -_____________-" i realised when i just boarded the bus. but it's too late to go back take already. zzz. first time leaving home without my wallet(ezlink+$$$) stupid la. had to borrow all the way today. tpt+shoppin+fooddd -.- and walked back with my sore pinky toes! :( lol but i ingeniously left them outta my pumps. a little better.
from my point of view i think the degree of extravagance is like that.. food>shop>tpt AHHAHA.

whee~ i think i'm doing my first U-turn tmr. :D HEH
it'll be off peak hours so... i guess it's safe.
and i finally used the reverse gear. hoho.


i haven read my booklet... =/ gahh... wait blur blur miss things out..
but it's too big to be smuggled into my work place. gee...
maybe i should just try. den can read during break. wahahaha.



忍
耐





PS.. i wanted to spam random pics but the lazy bug got me again. =o WAHA.

hehe. in the end stayed her house yesterday. cold air con... hahaha. then she went ot while i intended to head home in the morn. then walk walk to the bus stop i suddenly remember i have driving!!! LOL luckily it's at 9 and it's 8 plus abit when i realised. LOL. so took bus together. i normally change bus at my work place there to go comfort.

we keep chasing after the bus. took 18 to my house there and then 59 was in front! hahaha. chiong. and the uncle got wait for us. pj said he smile but i didnt see. lol. oh and we saw a colleague at my house bus stop there. she help us to ask the bus uncle to stop. haha so cool. but she wasn't goin to work. so she didn't take that bus.

then before the traffic dumb dumb 87 chiong beside our 59 so i need to chiong like just now again. i got down from the front and chiong lo... and i saw the bus wanted to go off liao.. hahaha. but heng the uncle saw me and waited. ahhaha. so good.



i was worrying cuz i wore slippers... cannot wear those to drive! so... i drove bare footed today... my instructor asked me to take my slippers off. lol. and took a different route today. yeahhh improvement! frankly, i can't wait to practise parking and using reverse gear. hahahaa. excited.
CONGRATS to mel :] first time pass! zai!





and all the best, at the end of the month.

whee~ today went kayak! ahhahaha. very long since i kayak. tanned again. but it's fine with me. hoho. too tired to get up for the breakfast thingy. =x break-fast. ya la i did.. improve.

went with nemo, edwin, alex, felix, lp, jj and jc. the coach was late and we waited quite awhile... but he bothered to explain why he's late. so quite ok la. lol felix realised he got the he wei jian feel. ya his eyes. lols.



we tried mass capsize too! ahaha. funnnn! but don't know why nemo and me cannot do self rescue by ourselves..:( haiz. forget how to do it le.. or maybe cuz one kayak too much water le. =/ today only lp and fee seriously capsize. HAHA. =x the rest was man made. aha. then we also exchanged the open and close decks here and there. this paddle is not that good.. cuz there will be slight blisters-to be/not to be at the joints of the fingers. pain.

oh today is the first time i rode in an open deck kayak. and ya the steering was much much much easier and so is the stability... can do bursting! but today i have no energy like that. and lol! you can even cross legs and kayak without worrying if you'll capsize. cool la. but the close deck one still got the more atas feeling. hahaha. :D

washed up the kayaks and selves. and went suntec for late lunch... at crystal jade. lol should be correct la... my order was so so only. OH! LOL. the waitress said 'zarge'... when we asked for ice water. lol. i wanted to know how much they charge. but forgot. geehee.



after that i chiong down to tampines lo... lateeee. =X somehow just over timed leh. haha. met pj go cut hair. hahaha. yea quite man yi with it. yeaps. :] wei2 dun say i look like 'geena' leh. ahahaha. can guess what i cut le? before that i saw ran and zsa2. lols.

after that went pj house slack...
shyt but i never bring my booklet to read. but i think it's a lucky thing oso. cuz just now the bathroom i went the shower head was mia and the water shoot very far. my bag will be showered too! but i passed it to lp and so problem solved. it was irritating la.. had to run back and forth to press the shower button then run to the back to get the water. zzz. so i was last again. =x morn i was last too. lol i thought there's nobody cuz i saw no one at thr control station. then lunch oso. ahhaha. sp.

then pj's mum bought durians!!! WHEE~ i wanted to eat them after once i saw a father ans son carrying two of them home in the lift recently. hehe. they were talking about the durian season arrival :D ahhhh... full full. it's super long since i came here. i wonder when's the last time i came... hmmm... hahaha. i'm still here typing this.

tmr cant work ot.. cuz today nvr work. it's like a package thing. cuz sun is TIMES TWO rate. woot.





PS: I WANNA SING KKKKKKKK. =p lalala~

aiyaa.. so toot. finally there's a day when me and pj can walk together to her amh there while i go zy's house den go lesson. BUT! i left my mat above the lockers there and had to go back take. hahaha. no fate la!
and the day before i went jogging. gosh... today i nearly totally died! muscle ache lo.
then still need to continue to strain them.







i want rather need it to come soon

jogged...


but didn't achieve what i wanted to achieve..

止住的珠立
僵硬的颤抖着
然后再强颜欢笑着
不让你察觉心割的那瞬间
我做得很棒


迟钝的直觉
我已习惯 但不理解
成习惯的例行
我戒得掉吗





我只希望它快降落...

酸甜

不轻薄重
衡量不清

i stepped on gold today. =/ =/
awkfully nice smelling that was. HAHAHAHA.
!!! but weirdly the lockers smelt the same. as in other ppl's lockers not mine n pj's!!
weird lo... i can smell it but not see it. cuz when we check i didnt see. zzz
until i decide to make my sunken socks den i smell it. hahaha. den i went to tell them.








:] :] lucky.

sat
O.T then met o4 at bugis and went to makan steamboat... at daydayhappy. lol forget the english name of the bistro. to celebrate fee's bday de. wanted to sing ktv after that but the not ex shop seems to be ex. ahhahaha. so didn't and we went to iluma instead to visit popcornfish for awhile. haha. she's cutting away... geez.
bugis... i'm like a regular patronizer there already. =/ last weekend spent there also! yea so and wei2 came find us...
we girls talk after that and waited for popcorn. lol.


sun
O.T and bugis as usual. oh hahaha. i successfully changed my pouch i bought yesterday at eunos. wheehoo! :D nice auntie. i slept super early the day before so i was dozing off in lessons. =x as usual but the far far usual. lol. if ya know what i meant.

and after that me mel pj went to meet pj's clique and shishi and we went to see the fireworks/crackers? at yishun at 8pm. hahaha. been there a couple of times. [FYI: it's attributed to the Art's Festival.] yea so... it's was quite baffling in the beginning with the educational talk and stuffs and no fire nothing. they mention noise pollution and other stuffs... i don't really remember. hahaha. it's like kinda no link la.

then... a few sparks here and there. OH! there's this scene really interesting. it's like those faling stars(the fireworks) and me and sab really saw it landed on the ground next to someone. lol abit scary and disastrous eh? then a lady went up the 升降台 and started a speech thingy about fear... blabla and after she finished she started a half strip act. geez it's a tad too obscene... so where's the link with the crackers/fireworks/ART??? then the big show featuring the fireworks and sparkles and all. BEAUTIFUL! got one like rainbow colours one and the sparks will just keep shooting up and it's like DAY LIGHT. no kidding, it lit up the darkness. but i like the one like windmill then the two arms will go spinning round with the sparks showering down. haha so nice! sorry no pics! my phone is ns phone. lol.

then we had dinner at this korean bbq. ahhahah there's student special. we managed to get the deal without our student passes. waha. but we waited darn long for our food... zzz. not bad la the food...
crap bout jokes... holy... things under the sun... on 969
and homed~!

i should have topped up my ez link yesterday!!! =/








shinjite

a time too many


take that.

went back sch to collect SGC today.. with allie. and i saw liangting with nic on the bus. botaks. hahaha.. but weirdly they are not really tanned. oh wells... went back and saw a few band juniors too. jiayou to thems!


oh and when i was about to leave house.. my super msged me to say that gal not gonna come.. mc again. and i was lyk !!! i think it's bcuz she knows i'm not coming today and it'll be a busy day with 16 cartons. and the nite shift guy was absent last nite. so... i'm really speechless. but still... have to verify her reason's validity first eh... poor them.
okays enough of the !@$#@% stuffs.


i think i'm getting the klutz bug!? today me and allie really very blurr. we wanted to get to tamp1 to get the cakes for nemo's bday. haha. everybody was to buy a cake each for nemo. so i suggested taking 15. and who knows we got down at the wrong stop(one stop before)! and that time when we were getting down allie was asking if it was this stop. den i say 'ahh yaya. oh no why i so blur' and so that was how we ended up at the seemingly correct stop. -.- and i didnt realise at all! and we sat there talking for god knows how long... long enough for the transfer fare to be unvalid! *faints* then it's super long before allie ask whether this bus stop has 15 not. OMG LO. i can't believe myself. haiz. =/ and it's not only this...
i've been misplacing my stuffs...
forgetting my debts and loans...
what else... STM perhaps.. :(
and i didnt went to bother about the appeal datelines. geez. okays this does not fall under the klutz category.
it's like i'm progressively getting absent minded. =/
HELPPPPP....

then after that allie's parents picked us up from tm station to the chalet. it's the same one my sis held her 21st. haha. it's nice. then we went swimming. it's kinda insane cuz it's 1 2 plus with the bright sunny sun. ahhaha. i chaota again. nope... chaota-er. XD anyway... YEAHHH!!! i've finally exercised! i've been contemplating to run this whole week but it just falls through somehow... =/ cuz it's therapeutic. ._.
my arms has got half tanned lines... eweee... hope they'll fade. allie swam 4 laps with me den we went steam bath. but i decided to carry on swimming while she went to pick karel n xy. so i completed about 22 laps total! ahhaha so proud of myself. without sh pushing me and still have this results. hehehe. :D met them at the ktv room.. sang a little. while i was in the pool i was weighing the satisfaction i get between singing and my 战利品 from sprees. =x and it seems i've came to a conclusion. wahaha.

today had a rare full attendance!!! :] happy! miss them lot lot. ate dinner then the surprise for nemo... i thought....... they brought out all the cakes, 10 in total leh. slices to be precise. then sing bday song. lalala~ then i abit stunned when they sing my name too. LOL. i think before that i didnt realise there's TEN cakes. oh it's covered. didnt expect it somehow. maybe there's a subconscious premonition in me that made me chiong my 22 laps. heh. less sinful.
thankew dearies. :]

after that we wanted to go to the beach. but there isnt a proper pathway so just stayed at the bicycle/jogging tracks and camwhore away. haha fun fun. it was a stary night! but i thought they were satellites.. pk mentioned that time at ah qi house. hehe dunno la.

starting from the time i reached the chalet my phone didnt have reception!! >:/ have no idea why! so it clogged up my inbox naturally. prewww... =/


oh gosh lp told me i need to take some qet/eqt? for ntu. geez. essay. i hope i didn't lose touch with it. but that's UNLIKELY eh... more than half a year already. geez. SO... i hope i can practise writing HERE leh. but this seems to be impractical. hahaha. i'm trying not to use sms language at all. but there'll still be singlish. no guarantees. =o










it's coming to a weekkk... ._.

내가 너무 약해서 내가 너무 나빠서
그저 이렇게 널 보고만 있어
나의 지친 마음도 나의 깊은 상처도
오랜 기억처럼 잊어었나봐..

나를 감당 할 수가 없어~
너에게만 매달리게 되

너 이렇게 가지마~~
내 심장이 너를 부르잖아~
미치도록 잔인한 인연에
더이상 아무것도 할 수가 없어..

슬픈나의 모습도 슬픈너의 눈빛도
그져 스쳐가는 바람이려나
거친 바람소리에 귀를 막아보지만
너를 보는 눈은 막을 수 없어..

같은 하늘아래 너와 난
다른곳을 보고 있나봐..

너 이렇게 가지마~~
내 심장이 너를 부르잖아~
미치도록 잔인한 인연에
더이상 아무것도 할 수가 없어..

끝이없는 마음에~~
버릴수가 없는 이 욕심이
나 이렇게 원하고 원해도
널 자격조차 없는 나인걸..

그럴 자격조차~~없는 나인걸..

=/
whoever won doesn't matter...
u just can't see what i want is just a mere...
:( haiz.

so yesterday...
ya rmb i mention about the two colleagues not around ya? afternoon and night shift.
den.. yesterday was just another sadistic day when the NINETEEN cartons history relived. HUR. and that day was 3 manpower but this time it's only TWO! walao lo... i do till at the end of the day i got a headache. >:/

what happen was... one other colleague called in saying got mc. and the actual reason was most probably cuz it's raining in the morning that day. seriously! i dunno what's wrong with those full time people la! so irresponsible and all. ZZZ! i was super piss... and i went home i was so groggy i slept 2 hours straight.

and actually i was supposed to meet the blogger to collect my arrivals. hehehe. but in the end she arrived much earlier at tampines so... she came to my workplace instead! hahaha. but anyway that was a good think. cuz i haven do finish when it's 530 already. i met her at 630. latest i can onli leave by 545. zzz. so if meet her confirm late lyk wad. cuz we were only all done by 630... gahhh.. hehehe. and i think i might just faint if i still need go down to tamp.. =/


so i started using my ipoddy since i tot i can buy the protector when i meet the blogger. but den... oh wells...
and today... i was searching for sadistic love by kat-tun on my ipod but i cannot find it!!! dunno where the hell that song go to... T.T maybe it's bcuz it contains 1000 plus songs so diff to find? >.<>:/ whatever mans. EFFFING PIFF. seriously by the way things looks ytd... they sld just pack their bags and give me and my super their salary and we'ld gladly do everything by ourselves. it's soooo within our means pls! aiya whatever... i will be leaving soon anyways...

and things had better be better next week. cuz i'm gonna take leave on thurs. HEH.

yeahhh. today had my 3rd driving... THIRD.. so slow.. gahhhh..

and i drove whole hour today. hehehe. so my engine stalled countless times. wahaha. XD aiyoo... what to expect, afterall the total time i drove for first two lessons is less than an hour! and i keep changing to gear 3 which i tot is gear 1. =x hahahaha. ops.

siao already. last week work everyday... this week have to ot lyk madd also. :( cuz one gal took whole week leave. and the other night shift guy took 2 days mc. sooo... it's onli the morn shift me doing everything la! :(:( sianz... see how i'm gonna survive. gahhh...

chillll.. heh.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

stupid itchy fingers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:((
zzz...





tian ar!!!! >.<>

my black stuffs seems to be in the hide from me. ): i cant find them... arrggghhh! and just nice these two items i super love them. t.t haiz... just pray they will come back to me one day. my skirt and necklace. gahhh...
lol black emotions are fine to be lost and never found. lols.

Alakazome is a... erm... weird looking monster-like thingy (how i imagined them/it to be) from my childhood. cuz my mom always use 'it' to threaten us and ya know bluff us...
something like... i can't think of any at the moment... haha.
but me and my sis will be like...
*mom looks for the cane and asks*
our reply... 'Alakazome took it alreadyyy. =x hehehe *grins*'

wellll... so alakazome pls return my blackies to me. gladly appreciated! :D
i hope 'it' hasn't eaten my stuffs up... blackishs ain't to it's liking!!!





anyway i worked the whole seven days this week. just pray i wont die tmr and the following days. hehe.