it's really too hard for me to bear.
i wonder if it had really sunk in.

but hey, this feels like hell. :(
it hurts in the mind.
i'm trying to supress.
it may be 身外物 but it's the feelings i had with it.
the roads it walked with me.
the tears i shed with it.
the glees we shared.
it's much much more than just a superficial non-living thing.
even given an identical replacement, it's far from what it is.
besides, i just started to appreciate it much more.
you ppl may think that i'm insane...
so be it!

wad's wrong with those men in blue.
wad's with their attitude. you get your feed from us POEPLE.
and look at the shit they give.
arse off!