i hope to not fucking reach the brink of my tolerance level.
can't believe this could actually happen!

breathe it in... suck it down... turn down the boundaries detector...
question own yardsticks... reach a forced-had-to compromisation...
DOING THIS ALL OVER?!
why can't i do what i wanna do?!
what can't i ignore what the 'angel voice' has got to say?!
it has always been like that. i know.
trying to understand...
but it's in the genes?!

fuck it.
this is what that actaully irks me to core!?



wad's with this weather?!
why the sudden grey sky?!
and the thunderstorm lurking beneath the fluffy clouds?!
ha.. HA.. hahaHA...

don't want to relive the feeling years back i had. fuck them...
not the same intensity but the same...