I just couldn't understand...
it's really because of the cliche phrase that we always used?
OR because of the itchy fingers?

I don't know, I REALLY DON'T!
Maybe deep down i knew that it's not the latter, but i really wish to believe that it's not the case!!!!!
ARRGGGHHHH!!!!
and to make things worse, the timing is ALWAYS NOT RIGHT!
maybe the sample size is small but i bet it will just follow the trend! WTH!

it's just fucking irritating, for cuz i know what kind of person she is.
and i just couldn't stand her treating me like that. I meant i can't believe perhaps?
Do you know how much effort i had to put in to stop her from committing seemly over-the-good?!

I just don't understand this logic; can NEVER!!!
I wished i can turn a blind eye, but i just can't.

I was really f mad the first time around.
fuck it.




p/s: If she's not what she is, i would have taken it down much better. This is not about a generalised matter, it's RELATIVITY!!!! F DAMN GOT.