chase those dreams

2011-11-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

i super like 승이의 친구잖아!!! <3

2011-05-25T17:00:00.002+08:00

dra c atsu jsa wti

2011-05-16T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hang in there,
I'll be there soon,
soon before you know it.

sarang ha nen qing gu. ;)

2011-04-24T15:03:00.003+08:00

And i still felt ridiculed with us sliding all the way from stage 2 to 7.

But no doubt i it leaped...

bs206

2011-04-21T00:37:00.003+08:00

and if it's negative ions. it will change to -nF

2011-04-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

i can't believe, it's still able to drip up to this point in time.
but with higher viscosity.

officially replaced twitter

2011-04-19T02:32:00.004+08:00

i can't find the loophole of that leaking tap.

my head feels like it's exploding due to it. :( shucks!

even my eyes are getting smaller. zzz

2011-04-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

Pardon me, i'm just not in the right mind and state to discuss your seung mul with ya now.

peace out.

superwoman

2011-04-19T01:00:00.002+08:00

i painted in me.

i'm sorry for the expectations i had in you.

can't help thems...

2011-04-19T00:40:00.007+08:00

can i just, really just for one day, stop being me.
what am i like that!?
being me makes every bad thing more amplfied than ever.
friends, u might have thought u know me, the kind of person i am.
but just stop and think.
if anyone gets to read this, do you even have the slightest idea/hint on what exactly I'm talking about here?
If you don't. Yes you don't know me.

if i had the slightest hint on the kind of wave i was creating with all my plans.
I wouldn't have made it this big.

it was thankfully that the hair technique taught by ting help me this wee bit to remain as me, my character, my thoughts, my beliefs. those beliefs, i have no idea why they are inborn in me. i hate them, but i just can't seemed to shake them off me. Them being part of me... you can never imagine, how torturous this can be.

And if the only thing, that can actually chase the clouds
and restore the rainbows in me, in that future time...
i can't seem to believe, can't seem to be enlightened - why it's it.

Just please...

2011-04-10T04:04:00.001+08:00

The way I portrayed myself may not be the what I really am/feel.

And i guess... this is indeed inscrutable.

2011-02-26T19:18:00.003+08:00

強くなりたいですよ。

君は　とても　遠　そうだ。

それでも、かんしゃ。
訓えた事　を　全部　覚えてあげます。

2011-02-20T02:47:00.000+08:00

今天之内，我会做出自己的决定！

说服自己只是被它那强大的力量而伤

2010-12-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

真的，真的真的没有勇气面对即将来领的那节日。。。
因为我根本就无法想像会是如何？

难道大家要(会)带着假面具到处祝庆。。。
还是直接连那麻烦也省了，直接了当。。。？

Judgemental

2010-12-18T23:41:00.003+08:00

Someone once "gauged" the maturity level of one based on...

perhaps the number of times one had been in a r/s.

Come to think of it...

I wonder what's the maturity of one that actually uses these kind of yardsticks...

It's alright to impose such ridiculed form of measurement on oneself.

But, the same for others...?

닮은방 의 사람

2010-09-22T23:35:00.005+08:00

There ain't many times where i don't understand myself,
as in where those emotions are coming from.
I meant i know where they are coming from;
but what fucked up rationale?!
i really have no fucking idea.
it's not like i can fucking control the reflex hormonal effects in my body.
UNLESS I GET TO THE ROOT THAT SEEMS BURIED IN THE ABYSS,
never to be comprehended... ...

I would rather u just leave QUIETLY by yourself, any forms of informing is STRICTLY PROHIBITED!!!

i really don't understand you as well. I REALLY DON'T!!!

p/s: perhaps not, i just need time to convince and accept the fact you have this ~~tendency~~ [tendency? HUR], with regards to this trait only, i meant.

i had really wanted to clear this mess up,
but i have no means wrt to the transparency bwtween us?
but i guess, you didn't think it was imperative to clear this air.

If i know it's myself doing onto oneself,
but there ain't no nth to do to stop my oneself.
what the fuck.

just cap my eyes and ears of those chronic weekly routines.

2010-09-19T22:26:00.001+08:00

还是努力做好“不计前嫌” 的新计划！

아자 아자!!!

2010-09-14T02:22:00.003+08:00

I just couldn't understand...
it's really because of the cliche phrase that we always used?
OR because of the itchy fingers?

I don't know, I REALLY DON'T!
Maybe deep down i knew that it's not the latter, but i really wish to believe that it's not the case!!!!!
ARRGGGHHHH!!!!
and to make things worse, the timing is ALWAYS NOT RIGHT!
maybe the sample size is small but i bet it will just follow the trend! WTH!

it's just fucking irritating, for cuz i know what kind of person she is.
and i just couldn't stand her treating me like that. I meant i can't believe perhaps?
Do you know how much effort i had to put in to stop her from committing seemly over-the-good?!

I just don't understand this logic; can NEVER!!!
I wished i can turn a blind eye, but i just can't.

I was really f mad the first time around.
fuck it.

p/s: If she's not what she is, i would have taken it down much better. This is not about a generalised matter, it's RELATIVITY!!!! F DAMN GOT.

2010-09-11T03:02:00.002+08:00

haiz...

i've been counting sheeps in order for a meeting with Mr. Zhou since school started!! :(
This is getting out of hand a little?

2010-09-11T01:43:00.001+08:00

maybe i shouldn't have been so efficient to repair my internet connection...

2010-09-10T02:13:00.002+08:00

一份受尽煎熬却很珍贵的经验。。。

矛盾不堪

spare me the reminders
spare me the brunt of that decision
spare me the insensitiveness
please just, just spare me a thought
what the fuck is wrong with these people?!

Let me relish in the memories i chose to reminisce in
and spare me of those that i so much wanted to banish!
for god's sake...

KCU* those

2010-08-29T04:05:00.002+08:00

My thoughts make me tired.
ya... all my fault la.

Last run before i'm headed to the west yet again.
My runs are always this therapeutic! whheehee~

foot prints

2010-07-16T00:24:00.002+08:00

18th June: with zy @ city hall
21st June: stay at tamp
24th June: dance trail
25th June: MBS band concert
27th June: Garage sale | jw's farewell

1st July: zyun's bday cele
5th July: LFI with crazy woman
10th July: 210
14th July: ting and da jie :) sashimiiiii yummmmmmmmm
17th July: hall snr's camp

so typical of no life... oh wells

paiseh = sorry in hokkien

2010-07-15T23:59:00.003+08:00

Ops.. i just realised this place in abandonment for a month. =s

830 to 515 facing the computer whole day, no wonders the reluctance to face my own laptop. =s
Allllllllllll dayyyyyyyyyy longgggggggggg... and i'll just type on...
Into the 2nd to 3rd week, my right hand started to act cranky. and hell ya that was scary!!! Intially it was only painful at the end of a day's work. After knocking off, it will be fine. and the routine continues....

Then as it deteriorates...., I was in effing pain for the whole day, just last sunday at jap class.. hell damn pain even as i wrote my notes in class. :(
Then i gotta know that this is actually a illness from my aunt... and so i went to search about it. AIYOOO... so damn scary! something to do with the nerve, called the carpel tunnel syndrome. So started not chiong at work and finally the pain subsided this week. phew... -___-" I was even comtemplating to quit, but since it's better already shall kiv in the mean time..

59.
no greens.

今もう早く寝るだけどさ。。。

2010-06-15T02:14:00.009+08:00

7th June: wee's house. potatoes & konnyaku!!! YUM YUM :)
8th June: interview! 日本人だったよ。あっとで...qpeepsに　会いました。 :) cele
　　　　　　　mel's bday　ああ、先に　日本を勉強しましたよ。　
9th June: pj's day failed attempt to mug jap @ manpuku :p 2 macha
　　　　　　　cones!!! :S　やすくて甘いでした。
10th June: mk's house
11th June: sian go back sch pay hall applic fee :(
12th June: o7s3o4 aunties and uncles :):) tiohenged and 85-ed
　　　　　　　　wahahaha!!! wine. best for the last. lols!
13th June: shopping with zy then jappppp as usual. :D
14th June: stay home day?... went to get concession pass and libraried.
　　　　　　　　woots.
15th June: Embracing the start of my ROUTINED LIFESTYLE :D $.$

沉默的予以

2010-06-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

有些话。。。如果必须摊开来说。
真的会让局面变得很难堪。

但我不认为在这里
沉默是金！

奉劝一句：请千万不要逼人打破这片沉默。

sbspeeps :)

2010-06-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

waha. celebrated candy's bday.. and belated of mine too lol.
i will love the moscato and wanna let yall try my wine soon too!! :D:D
arigatou ne~! ^^

had lunch at ding tai feng then went to watch a movie, Prince of Persia.
Exciting movie!! 3.5 - 4 stars.
i think i prefer movies that are able to make my tear glands work?
that kinda sounds weird, huh. i don't know either? shrugs.

after that puay brought us to the steamboat at golden mile. i really have no recollection that we once had class dinner there before....
until i reached there. hahaha. i think my memory is really failing...
no matter long-term or short. yada~! =/

bff :)

2010-06-04T23:59:00.003+08:00

failed to go gym.. :(
but had our favourite omurice again. wahaha.
went job hunting as well...

retail therapy is always therapeutic...
qaulifier(??? lol learnt in GP): abstinence from the extreme boundary

whether i've reached there yet?
i have no yardsticks. lol.

i got the vest from cotton on which previously eye upon, attttttt 66.66666% off!!
YEAHHH.. I LOVE GSS! :D hehe.

with pyjamas!!! lol

2010-06-02T23:59:00.001+08:00

shopping...

为什么死板板的脑精不会转弯？
选择性的问题。。。

far east again... hahaha
then went to see kaydenn....

AWEEEEEEEEE!!! really cute BB!! :D:D

no movie :(

2010-06-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

planned to watch ip man with ting and mx.
so before that went to pass mel her jap stuff and meet pj for her early dinner break hehe.
so shopped alone after that.. aweee.. wore the heels for the first time and i have 2 blisters now. haiz. :(

andddddddddd after that... there's no more tixs left!!! WTHHHH. haiz ONLY IF I KNOW, but too bad, IF ONLY never exists in reality...
... i would of cuz bought the tixs much earlier!!
haiz. oh wells. so in the end we ended up chatting at korean bbq restuarant. haha. it was fun too!! :D

then met wt's friend, ahaha. also working at m and s like pj n mel. and i think i will go learn sorry sorry dance!! LOL.

2010-05-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

went for dinner with jon yee and jas.
haha!

he treated us to dinner ne!!! picked and sent also..
thx loads!
OH MY OH MY. and i drove back home after that. LOLOL!!
i think it's really very stressful. -___-""
afterall, it's been quite long since i took the wheel. haiz..

before that continued with my packing... haiz. wad a chore.

the planned session

2010-05-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

yes yes yes!!!

the another k session to satisfy our needs!!! lol!! 5 hours!!
the 3 of us went again. haha, i think it's too long for zy, maybe cuz of the cravings for food? lol dunno...

after that went to have mac!!!
omgomgomg... FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

i had MEGA MAC!!!

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HAHAAHHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!! :D

Don't be fooled la! i shared with pj.
then the 3 of us chatted for quite a while after that.
^^ love it..

^^

2010-05-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

ytd was another stay home day to pack my stuffs. zzz
still not finished!!! like the 5th day i'm at home since i came back from korea. haha!

today went to celebrate ws's bday with bunch!!!
hmmm... it was quite a weird dinner @ kuriya
it was quite ok for me though, friendly person i am! ^^ hahaha!! :P
but i don't make friends with unfriendly ones though. it's a mutual thing? no?

then after had rap session at base location. wahaha! loves!
although it was quite a quick one.

and then i went makoh's house. didn't want to cab home.
at first felt that i might be disturbing her so late an hour.
but in the end she was glad to have my presence. hehe.
shall spring more surprises in future.

Typical Sunday

2010-05-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

just the typical sunday where i have jap lesson at bugis.

there after, i went shopping alone. haha window shopping...
and i saw alot of stuffs that i saw online. hehehe.
so used this trip to tried them on! gosh it's so much cheaper online!

Skullom outing

2010-05-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

Before that met mx and we went shopping!!! wahahha.
and bought stuffs... economical ones la!! :D:D
die i'm really becoming a shopaholic. -__-

was really tiring although we shopped only from the afternoon.
must be too acustomed to sitting in front of my lappy in my confort zone shopping. hehehez!

went to fish & co. glass house!
ppl were late!!!!
they wanted to go double 0! not really keen. and the gals hop onto sj's car. wahaha.
it was only when we reached that we realised it shifted quite long ago already. HAHAHA!
and a few of us actually knew that it shifted including me. hehe. but it just slipped our minds. =x lol oh wells...
so we were actually happy that it shifted, though a wasted trip. hahaha.

moment of triumph! lalala~

so instead, we headed here.....!

BREWERKZ.
aweee still rmb going there with sbspeeps ^^

we had steamed beer
it tasted much better than those i tried the other time! lol

Post QP Celebration

2010-05-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

Finally...

but although it wasn't a full attendance.
and the first time i tried the peanut paste sauce of crystal jade buffet!!!
OMGGG!!! VERY NICE!!! HAHAHA.

satisfying meal compared to the other time lol. it was too rushed the other time. haha
after that didnt want to go home de la! but in the end... zzz

2010-05-19T23:59:00.002+08:00

hehe!!!

today went k again with pj and zy!
lol...

haiz.. i admit i nvr blog regularly cuz went out almost everyday! haiz..

do asked zy..

and yeap!! we went to watched movie b4 meeting pj. backup plan!!!
not bad but abit too monotonous?
and zy bought my belated bday present for me! waha!! thx :]

so that 3 hours of k wasn't enough and we decided to have another session!!

Regular updates start today! :D

2010-05-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

sorry bloggie, really abandoned you since exams kicked in. but to be exact, it dates all the way back when QP came in. :(

Today met Qpeeps for k-boxing!!! oh my it's like finally i'm back in action since the top one visit the other night after our last musical performance 6th March. although it was only 3 hours. it's was quite satisfying to me. i think maybe it's bcuz i didn't have any left over songs on the list. lol, unlike USUAL. HAHA! in fact i didn't really dian alot of songs this time around.

Before that, was home when i finally started on packing.. erm........ my JC notes!!! -__-" okok. i have no wonder why i left them there for about 2 years and more. my bad, oh wells. i will clear them all before i start work! sompa.

shot of the day, tricked them into taking this! LOL!
hmmm... erm... not bad? looking gay here; gay -> :)

oh no i failed to run today. grrr... nooooooo~!

The Step to My Goal

2010-05-17T23:59:00.003+08:00

whooaahoooo!!
oh my oh my, today is like the 2nd time in my entire life to hit the gym. =x lols. really enjoyable, went with zy in the morning, late morning (pun intended, LOLS). if only i could lead life this carefree, on my own pace without stress. but come on, that's no reality.

then after that we went to manpuku and had omurice for lunch, even though i had it for dinner the day before already. hahas, it's really very nice!! that's why had me coming back for more! yum yum!~ and i had matcha ice cream as well, it was on discount! went shopping after, didn't spend except for her belated bday present. =x hehes. though i saw a top i like from uniqlo. oh wells...

then when i got back home, i went for another run round the reservoir woohoo~! totally lovin' it!!! :] speculating that exercising actually secretes endrophine, the happy hormone! haha. feel damn shiok! but the stupid sole of my shoe is tearing a little, and i wanna run tmr as well!!! grrr... but the procrastination to superglue it back... aiyooo.. must kill this habit of mine. =/

oh! and it must have really been really long since i went to jog round the reservoir, there's so many changes and man! it makes the environment even more conducive for me!!! love it!!!

o7s3o4 :):)

2010-05-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

finally got to met up with my lovable aunties. and uncles.
haven seen them in a long long time, hai, really miss the 6 of us together.

anyways, we went manpuku for dinner. and had the fruit tart dessert, my first time trying it. it was so so, disliked the whipped cream! compared to the strawberries in korea, OH MY!! miss korea! T.T

o.O lookkk at that layer of whipped cream! D:

other food we had, i love the omurice!!

tada, group pic to sum up! :]

a small group is always much enjoyable was the conclusion. this lao mao bing of our class.
See you guys soon!!! :):)

first day back in spore!!

2010-05-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

back from korea, and i'm already missing korea!!! T.T

so we went wt's house to play right after i came back!!! no time for break and slacking you know!!! study hard, PLAY HARDER!!! =x gh 3ms and me met up and set off to her house, hen came there after. woohoo! wt cooked for us, chicken soup and korean pancake! it was not bad!! i brought my 복분자 wine for them, but it was left untouch, aiyer.. and the seaweeds also!!

played with Harang doggie of wt, monopoly... oh and this naughty dog peed right after he came back from his $50 bath. tusk tusk! then mj and not bad had some winnings. ops bcuz of mj didnt get to meet my aunties at the cheese cake cafe. :( my bad? heh. then after that we went to had supper at yew tee and home sweet home. :)

oh my i'm seriously not liking the weather back here in Singapore!!!!!
it was so so so sooooooooooo much better in korea!!! so cool and chilly. arrrgghhh, the weather here is stiffling and hot!!! hate it!~ maybe i need time to re-adapt back to the weather here. haiz. :(

how much deeper do you want it to scale?

2010-05-05T15:23:00.003+08:00

Was it even worth all that,
maybe it's just because..
you don't know where this steers,
where i'm headed.
just how heavy is pride when put on scale?
Even though it's a total different basis for any comparison.

for this ridiculous day.

LOL

2010-05-05T01:15:00.001+08:00

Sometimes don't know whether being too foresighted is a good thing.
LOL. Don't really seems to be a good thing in this case. HAHAHA
lolololoololol

if it's wrong... it's definitely not a good thing. ._.

LOL. shall contain my intuitions and excitement.

sinful day

2010-05-01T01:57:00.002+08:00

myyy... haha it's like having holiday mood le!!!
NO NO OMG!!?!?!
haha keep laughing today until tear.
went to have small CELEBRATION?!
gosh... err celebration not apt to me, us i mean. haiz...
with Qpeeps.

when will this suffering end...
i will keep to my resolutions next semester i swear upon it!!!!!!!!
since it was only a minor minor minor improvement from the previous sem. hai.

INSPIRATION!!

2010-04-25T03:21:00.003+08:00

just read a really inspiring 'speech'
alot of sparks in my mind now.
so gotta pen it down to serve as a reminder.
:D

will share it further here after exams.

p/s: do you all realised that having lived 1/3 of your life up to this day...
what's the probability that the remaining 2/3 of it will not materialise?!?!
give a much more deliberate careful thought into it!!!
the statistics quoted from govermental reports and such... life expectancy...
what are the chances that they actually 兑现?!
when i'm actually already cutting that stat from 1/4 to 2/3...
setting a lower benchmark of my life's expectancy.
which i doubt that's the way i should set it as.
hmmm...

Out from under by Joanna Pacitti

2010-04-23T15:10:00.003+08:00

Breath you out
Breath you in
You keep coming back to tell me
you’re the one who could have been
and my eyes see it all so clear
It was long ago and far away but it never disappears
I try to put it in the past
Hold on to myself and don’t look back

I don’t wanna dream about
All the things that never were
Maybe I can live without
When I’m out from under
I don’t wanna feel the pain
What good would it do me now
I’ll get it all figured out
When I’m out from under

So let me go
Just let me fly away
Let me feel the space between us growing deeper
And much darker every day
Watch me now and I’ll be someone new
My heart will be unbroken
It will open up for everyone but you
Even when I cross the line
It's like a lie I’ve told a thousand times

And part of me still believes
When you say you’re gonna stick around
And part of me still believes
We can find a way to work it out
But I know that we tried everything we could try
So let's just say goodbye
Forever

drats

2010-04-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

i'm very tempted to list out my POST-exams to-do-list now...
zzzz

HOLD IT. argh!

Bye Bye by Mariah Carey

2010-04-20T19:17:00.003+08:00

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

p/s: I still think about you. :)

of Guilt

2010-04-01T02:52:00.005+08:00

Being questioned...
Seek the answer.
Somesort I am.
But there's no point trying...
tugging on one end, solely
when the other is headed for the netherlands

Dream

2010-04-01T01:42:00.003+08:00

I know I'm not working hard for it.
What it meant...?
if subconsciously I'm already harbouring the thought...
thoughts that it's nothing but a fat/false hope.
Did I thought that hanging onto these thoughts/blind hopes on both sides... is going to get me anywhere?!

This me; I Execrate

Time is never enough

2010-03-31T02:59:00.005+08:00

Due to the desires...
on wants rather necessaries... ain't so?

further more the desire to pursue wants and desires rather than time spent on obligations.
Just a waste of them..

I wanna eat 甜在心里 durian puree again. >:(
1st: went too late closed!
2nd: shopped for groceries till it's closed
3rd: went afrer commission parade! finally on time. BUT SOLD OUT
4th: ask hallie da pao. FINALLY~!

the exorbitant price is detering me from spending on it. haiz.
let them fight it out. hmmm...

overtime

2010-03-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

i realised...
it's impossible.

ha!

just fuck end this.
i don't want to become someone i'm not.
but still it might be considered as a part of me?
fuck this idea.

2010-03-23T02:51:00.006+08:00

the effect that venezia gave didn't seemed to last. =/

venezia venezai venezai...
and the chanting carry ons........................

ha.. haHA! Marginal Utility...
It's in our everyday life! so unbecomingly...
creeping in...

and hell yea i dunch know what nuts i'm sprouting here.

p/s: you go try it out~ perhaps u will be thankful and more appreciative.

but all these are no longer there.

just wtf is this?!!??!

2010-03-23T02:39:00.003+08:00

i hope to not fucking reach the brink of my tolerance level.
can't believe this could actually happen!

breathe it in... suck it down... turn down the boundaries detector...
question own yardsticks... reach a forced-had-to compromisation...
DOING THIS ALL OVER?!
why can't i do what i wanna do?!
what can't i ignore what the 'angel voice' has got to say?!
it has always been like that. i know.
trying to understand...
but it's in the genes?!

fuck it.
this is what that actaully irks me to core!?

wad's with this weather?!
why the sudden grey sky?!
and the thunderstorm lurking beneath the fluffy clouds?!
ha.. HA.. hahaHA...

don't want to relive the feeling years back i had. fuck them...
not the same intensity but the same...

Ang The Musical Part II

2010-03-10T02:13:00.003+08:00

Really thank my family and o7s3o4 for their support and others! :]

Act 1 wasn't really that ideal. But what could we ask for when all of us "put our hearts into it, put our love for QP into it!" hahas~! Keeping that in mind, we managed to survived the petty glitches here and there in act 1. bravo team effort~! :D

Everyone really gets emotional as we phase into act 2. It's really a sense of accomplishment when mel told me the audience were sniffing through act 2 even with some humour injected here and there. :D "so satisfying~!" hahas. and now hall fivers are addicted to either the lines, actions or the lyrics. hahahas! even my friends can rememberthem just at once! Quite amazing since they only saw the whole thing once, whereas for as it's infinite times that we went through everything repeatedly. :D

There were times i really felt like giving up, when it seems so disheartening and the journey bound with so many obstacles. It was truly suffocating and I was so under it, where i really had break downs? Certainly, I'm really glad i didn't throw the towel in.

Now dealing with the inertia and so much more... What a task! :(

Ang The Musical Part I

2010-03-06T01:57:00.003+08:00

Woah~! gotta pen my thoughts down before they disappear.

hmm staging in a musical is so so so different from performing in a band concert. well.. that's the only other stage performance I had ever experienced you see. Anyway I wasn't really surprised that I'm not really very nervous. haha. i mean I've been so used to my lagging emotions and though i thought this time it's only lagging but it's not even showing up! hahaha. relief or disappointment? i don't know either. I guess that's because i can't really see the audience well eh? thanks to the follow lights, spot lights and face lights? which ever. hahs! :D

Somehow everything just went in a blink of an eye and POOF! we are already at the climax of Quintsical Productions that marks the end, but only for this sem perhaps? Really proud of our team today!! :]

i feel the heat now, literally i meant! too high or what? hope not fever or what. sheeshh... Maybe i shall take the Den-zen tmr. =/

OMGOSH... Remember how i told myself to brace through the long cast trainings and the sleepless nights doing design... but now that it's coming to an end............................

i really don't want it to.
contradicting huh? life.

to be continued...

2010-03-04T03:12:00.000+08:00

I'll pray for it...
for what i wanna achieve. ;]

whee hee~! 좋아요

2010-02-14T02:53:00.005+08:00

hmmmm no cny for me this year. in mourning.

but i get to drive car!!! woohoo. omg so shuang lehh!!!
but i dunno the roads well. arrgghhhh wad a chore to get to know them.
shall take it slow. lol.
but i only have one week.. shall see how things go then..

omgg lo... i got scratches on the first day...
but MUAHAHAHHAA.
then i remembered...

long long time ago in sec school days, I watched the 生活智慧王!!!
they taught how to get rid of scratches on hp screens...
hmmm.. i'm not very sure if they also mention that it is applicable on car scratches..,
BUT anywayyyy... my 脑精转得快 and immediately deduced that it can be used too!!!

WAHAHAHA. anddddddddddddddddddddd the secret weapon is..................
COLGATE!!!
it really works wonders!!! go try ppl go try. :P
hahahha so shuang feel.

PHEW~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-07T02:00:00.003+08:00

SCARED THE DAYLIGHTS OUTTA ME... T.T

Luckily it blew off right right right after it kicked in. :]
walao. siao siao. cannot take it. can get heart attack.

雨过天晴！ :))))

O.O

2010-02-07T00:52:00.004+08:00

i really dunno what happened...

so... i went back to take a look at the sent items.
to back track what i said...

and thus i realised...
my emotions...
but those opposite thoughts that i wanted to convey...
totally camouflaged by the former... kicked out of existence.

baffled? nah ah

2010-01-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

Dignity.

it weighs different across people.
yes, many a times it is unavoidable that poeple have to forsake that.
but isn't there a limit before it hits the well?

at least i have that markstick over there. not too high, neither is it too low.
and whenever i'm toeing the line.
i have that alert mode within and that's when the turmor kicks in.
Geez... but somehow i'ld find a compromise and knock the wall out.
GAH. whether it's a perfect compromisation, i can't say otherwise...

p/s: search for that line

demise

2010-01-28T17:54:00.003+08:00

Just because it was so peaceful the way she left,
just because we know she didn't struggle on the way to gonggong
just because I saw her a day before she left
just because it didn't really matter as I'll definitely go that day
just becausesss...

I'm not grieved.
I'm just sad.
I could have been better, more filial.
BUT, this talk is empty just because all that's left is just ashes and bones.

But i'm really glad i asked her long before how she and grandpa met.

nobody's land

2010-01-17T23:54:00.003+08:00

i think this is just another episode of lagness.
sincerely wished so...

on the other hand this also meant another.
no signal, intuition, gut feeling showing the other...

nothing of that will happen, that suddenly.

我是否看透
我并不清楚
可是我认为
我不应该。。

不是，不会，不应该，这时刻

就是开不了口让谁知道
因为知道抵挡不了

P/S: you can do it. Our Faith.

o7s3o4 :):)

2010-01-17T02:58:00.002+08:00

Today had farewell gathering before Mr. Tay sets on the journey transforming into Dr. Tay. Total green with envy. =p JIAYOU!!!

Also had a belated bday celebration for sh and gene. ahaha! one turned 19 the other 20! WHAT A VAST DIFFERENCE! XD Really nice chocolate cake from Awfully Chocolate! YUM YUM! <3

Before that, some of us went teoheng sing k. and i was late. haha. was so comfortably nua-ing at home that's why. HAHAHA! XP After that bused down to the steamboat place. And sometimes i really wonder how much i ate in steamboats. Cuz when you eat in small small amounts, that may just be a false front but in actual fact, you can't visualise the heap of food that you down. haha so i also dunno la huh. but anyway was full ah! Honestly, the food wasn't that FANtastic and is overpriced, BUT the time there was FUNtastic compensated it! Oh wells, done with the weighing...

aweeeee... so cliche, =X

Then (hmmm... i wonder i sld just call Mr. or by name? hahaha) gave us gals a ride in his car to PP! hahaha. Then the surgeon bear was no longer there. :( but two new faces. ok la... had fun with them! :) we saved the grad bear from the strangle he was put through. lol. kudos to us! But, now... he's doing head'stand' in the air. =x much cuter with no hunchback. lol! then went high and all with the bears. hahahahahaha~! pooled @ the building opposite PP with koi... 25%'s not enough. =x HAHAHAS. Then home sweet home....

NOT UNTIL, i realised my hp was with sh.... ahhhahaha. PAISEH MAN, auntie prez! so met her at bedok to take it back. klutty me.... =/

hai, i want to update here regularly so i can look back on them in the future. lol. sounds as though i'm aging at the speed of light. CHOI! anyway that's what i wanna keep up with even though i will be buzzing at full speed for the first half of this sem! :D Totally neglected here during the holidays.

That's all folks! :D

What a day

2010-01-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

Had the earliest lecture 830am to 1030am
and guess the time i reach home... 8pm!!

after that went with sw to zap textbook. haha. finally learnt how to do it. thanks to auntie puay! :)
and i tell you!!! dunno what happen!! i was done and only a miserable handful of pieces of paper came out with only one copied when i pressed two. stunned @.@ then had to do it all over again. 200 plus pages!!! *PENG* so in the end reach hall at 2pm.

then needed to go canvass for QP. that talking session thingy. 15 bucks 2 hours. in the end dunno wad happen again no need go le. -_______-

and pj bought fbt from nus bazaar! why ntu dun have?! 3G-ed to choose then finally set off back home at ard 5. Then then then! i went to top up but some probs pop out. dunno it's my own wrong or the machine's. but i hope to get my $20 back!!! T.T dunno why that day 神使鬼差 i went to add another 10 bucks when normally i just top up 10. :(:( haiz haiz. hope i can get it back T.T

then met pj at buona vista back to bedok. saw pasar malam. did some shopping to get rid of new-sem blues. and bought ramly for dinner 3 bucks, bought mini watering can 1.20 buck for my pot of plant at hall :) aiyooo~ can't wait for it to grow up! :D then i saw the chocolate beancurd that was claimed to be from taiwan! so tempt me to buy it! and i wanted to! so i place order then asked how much. OMGGGGG $2.50 for that thing! @.@ then i cannot buy it cuz i really didnt have enough cash. -______- cuz paid 13 bucks to pj just now for me n mel's fbt and need to re-top up another 10 buck for travel!! totally broke!
and they gave me weird stares! pls la, they are just an illegal false front black market. i wouldnt have bought it if i knew the price so... a blessing in disguise perhaps? cuz i wont have the guts to reject it if i know of the exobitant price, just that i was really broke then! so maluu.... ahhhahahaha! whatever man.

alamak

2010-01-12T18:30:00.007+08:00

if a person knows what you are asking for and didn't give the answer that u wanted to know.
then it only means..., she doesn't see a need for you to know.
or either just simply don't want you to know!

and this is only a simple cue which i can't believe u can't read.

悦耳

2010-01-12T12:37:00.002+08:00

发现掌握到之后
是一份满足感
所以应该为自己而努力
不应该再抱着那些悲观想法
哀怨抛弃。

tsk!

2010-01-12T04:03:00.001+08:00

whenever i'm sleepy already and after i brushed my teeth, i'm sprung alive. -_________-"

this.
is.
EVIDENCE.

nights!

o.O?

2010-01-12T03:20:00.002+08:00

There are times when i have things to blog about, when offline. but then..., whenever i have the time to blog, i will forget what i wanted to blog about!!!

time flies, esp HAPPY TIMES. :(

2010-01-05T00:30:00.011+08:00

omg, the very much dreaded 2nd semester is approaching, fast and furious. i guess i will try to pull myself out of this deep shyt... less i let history repeat itself. then i'll be too sorry! gosh. NO IT WON'T!!! :D

My Holidays :)
4 Dec: Auntie club meet @ Town then jc's thingy then 85
7 Dec: Outing with zy [don't rmb where =x]
8 Dec: Gokusen movie with pj & mel
13 Dec: Lina's bday party
19-25 Dec: Caroling for canvass lalala~

that golden bird cage @wisma then shopping with violet
diasol @ sembawang
fantastic lunch buffet @ St. Regis then 2D Avartar movie
double x'mas hat on mx's head @ Raffles City -____-"
insufficient volume @ Holiday Inn then went pj's with fish
nice chinese carols @ Lutheran Church

26 Dec: o7s3o4 outing @ Bugis then Minds and mj at jc's
27 Dec: Cut hair, collect clothes and @ grams
28 Dec: Party @ woon howe's castle
29 Dec: Register for jap with mel then shopping haha
30 Dec: Neighbour's wedding dinner then clubbing @ double o back to hall
31 Dec: Traditional countdown with repeeps, mac-ed coincidence then pj's
3 Jan: Buffet @ pat jie's house see charlene cutie :p
6 Jan: Block banner.. awe i like the eye. haha!
7 Jan: Dinner with hallies, dessert, pooled then journey back to the east. last train
8 Jan: Lunch @ thub vicinity, sing k with ex colleagues include pj then bridged, Invictus movie with mjpeeps @ Iluma another last train back

and on top of those... hall trainings and matches weaved in that ends on 7th Jan.

whoooshhhhhhh~! what a big sweat~
i think i missed out some too. lols.
tada. my holiday journal...

11th Jan: First day of sem 2, finally planted my 駆蚊草! :) GROWTH DAY!
Well... the only thing to brighten up the post holiday blues.

updated: 12 Jan midnight +++

wastages

2009-12-28T16:48:00.003+08:00

A and C sld feel the same, along with other(s).
B felt the soreness, so did C BUT a different kind, opposite!
C agreed with B that B sld feel that way.
But C consoled B instead.
and the soreness, i guessed, built up further in C.
Cheerios for A.

blown off

2009-12-18T18:39:00.001+08:00

's been too long it revisited.
no idea w's...

pack sardineeee

2009-12-04T04:11:00.001+08:00

PACK HOLIDAY!!!
hehe but i dun mind. :]

somemore mp had to remind me about it.
all the vocal trains and stuffs. carolling not first time though, but the first was with eupho. hahahaz. hehe SPORTS!!! need to exercise ar.
all my designing stuffs. i wanna pia them all out before the next sem starts!! ~~HOPEFULLY!!!~~ DETERMINE-LY!!! HOHOHO. =O

sian ar. today didn't go home cuz need to complete board. hehe. going home in a few hours! i want my bed!!!! :D:D

and gosh gosh, have workshop on sat!!! HAHAHAH. omgomg. hopefully everything goes well. heehee.

then then, meeting our auntie club tmr. woohoo. they already had a mock meeting. -______- i should have went. argh! nvm less than 12 hours. LOL :p

inertia.

2009-12-02T20:31:00.002+08:00

too fast a speed,
too intense the cramping.
HA... this is the result.

-__________-"
didnt really feel like "YEAHHHH!!!! EXAMS OVER!!! :D :D YIPPY!!!" kinda feel.
hahahaha wadeva la. anyway i hope i don't have to da bao any of my cores. oh man.

i will change into a mugger next sem. everything do sui sui. :D HAHAHAHAHA!
cuz the 'intense' mugging i did for this sem... is way over my hmmm... tolerance level.
first time reading my notes and yada... next day sit for exams. wah piang. totally, so over my limits and it's not only one module or what... it's quite a few and the others is 50% 'new' as well. tsk tsk. hahahahaha. so yea... i was whining about being a mugger next sem. hehehe. the progress... shall keep track of it!

k la.. i have alot on my do-to-list and my drama rama is running already!
ja mata!

what an irony

2009-11-27T23:52:00.003+08:00

i hate, for the friendship jeopardised.
but that's that.

on the other hand, not wanting to jeopardise one precious one,
i kept mumn about it, and tolerate.

my duty

2009-11-27T01:51:00.004+08:00

i've decided, i have to do it.
as a friend, i think i have to.

but howww to go about doing it....
haiz i have to seek advice i guess. auntie prezz!!! =S

actually, i know... the answer don't lie with auntie prez.
it's just a matter whether i have the guts to.
BUILD IT UP. :D

OMGGGGG I'M GOING CRAZY!!!!

2009-11-26T18:22:00.001+08:00

productivity @ hall: unstable fluctuations
productivity @ home: NEAR ZERO!!!!!

OMFG #!$#%^$^&^%w#%

>:(

canto song lyrics

2009-11-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

无人完美无人如己
何妨容纳双方对比
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
你若有你的道理没绝对胜利
如能共处叫心里欢喜

无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你

谁在你眼里看到
会察觉那未曾望得到
同样我眼里看到你
哪会有着同样角度
如若你试看我眼里看到你
便明白我的一套其实很好

无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你

无人完美无人如己
何妨容纳双方对比
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
你若有你的道理没绝对胜利
如能共处叫心里欢喜

无人如你然而除非
你看到另一位自己
无人完美原来距离
会叫你悟到这真理
试问我也不是你若要去相比
唯独是要看清楚一点这个你
无人完美

JUDGEmental

2009-11-18T00:14:00.004+08:00

recently seems like i've been judging people...
and sometimes can't really understand the rational of others.
but then again, not in their shoes, i didn't think judging is what i should be doing.
but then again judging and varied perpectives,
only a fine line lies in between, i guess...

hmmmm... but anyways, dun have any conclusion here.
just let them flow without conclusions. HAHAHA.
them, thoughts. :D

there's productivity
LOW productivity
improving productivity

so where's potential productivity and STABILITY? hahahaha
GANBARIMASU.

temptation?!?!?

2009-11-15T22:39:00.002+08:00

why the hell they exist?
cuz humans has unlimited wants.

what for?
to grind us humans into better ppl with higher threshold..

how to achieve that?
fall hardly to learn...

hmmmm.... but i nvr allow myself to fall!?!!!!
that means i have nvr learn... to lvl up my threshold...
ahhhhhh...
will i fall this time??? @.@

maybe it will just be a trip.... MAYBES.
insufficient to lvl up. =X

MAYBES are RISKY! =S

BENTEN

2009-11-13T02:09:00.003+08:00

昨日のしょくじはおいしかったです。
今はちょうたいへんですよ。
でも、みんないっしょうに頑張ってね。

きもうちくないだけど。

teevee

2009-11-02T01:16:00.002+08:00

hurr..first week i didn't catch 家好月圆. :(
ya first... means it's gonna continue...
i think i should do that till exams are over.
hahaha. but i really wonder how discipline i can be. geez

hallie

2009-10-31T23:27:00.004+08:00

youhuuuu~
this is the first time i never go home during weekends.
ahhahaa, i didnt planned to la. but anyway, things just dragged and then yup..

anyway we had a very long quest for dinner just now.
it was really irritating... me, mx, bk was on our way to meet someone at can 4. but then saw roy and he told us he walked passed there and saw that hall 4's canteen was closed. bahh... so we shall just eat at our own canteen 5. and then... we got scammed quite a few times. and waiting for our ever taking so long food to be ready. geez. there wasn't much ppl in the canteen to start with. really wonder why it's talking ao damn long.

then we all decided to give up and head to can A it's quite far so we wanted to catch the internal shuttle there. and blabla all the waiting again, with so many 'to pioneer' buses getting pass us. boohoo. then, finally again we decided we shall just go jp instead.

but in the end somehow we decided to just stay on the bus as we assume it will be driving back to ntu since it doesnt have the terminal sign on. but the bus uncle was like pissed with us. questioning us so if i'm going to terminate we all will just follow him in the bus blabla kinda thing. rarr totally irritating. i mean wad's his point? he still need to go back wad. ultimately we didnt get down cuz we knew he wasn't going to terminate his work or whatsoevers.

and so ya got to canA for macs. thankfully the queue wasn't long there. pheww...
and first time i ate big mac. LOL. it may sound outta the world but ya. hahaha. i think i need to fill my tummy with something more substantial to get back the time lost. haha. strange theory? nahhh...

after we just walk back in case we need to wait and wait again. and it was really cooling due to the rain. :] abit too cold. haha. walked a short cut i never walked before. hmm... shall try to take this route if i can rmb it that is!

for now, need to get back to my lab reports.
talking about this. it was insane last week pls!
had 4 lab reports due and all the other hall events. it was a crazy week!!!! @.@
yeap, not gonna go through this kinda week again.
soooo. i'm off now.

tada~

account..

2009-10-19T01:36:00.003+08:00

i hate bugis.
ya know how much stuffs i lost there.
pray that the toll stops already!!!! >:/
i wonder if it's the karma of that green pencil. :(
but that's too high a price to pay. unbalanced math!

but i still need to go there every week. geez.
what can i do. be more careful i guess.
inconveniencing myself is better than taking any chances of stabbing myself or crying over spilled milk. that's the cruelty.

:(:(
god knows when i'll stop harping on this here. =x

what goes around comes around.
when the men in blue cut the slacks...
there's the only belief people can hold onto guess.
and i read their pledge plaque...
damn it! c'mon what sense of security and crap! >:/

subjective`

2009-10-19T00:09:00.003+08:00

seeing is believing.
but i just got to know this is not the case.

not seeing is just the phase of hoping...
and i guess that translates to believing.

so why the irony in here.
if you get what i mean.

2009-10-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

i really didn't want it to be like that.
but the digust impression that is carved, it's the reason.
omgg.

perhaps i dunno how i should face this anymore.
even the mere mention of the word kanojo... really erks me near to core. =/

2009-10-12T23:48:00.001+08:00

I JUST WANNA SCREAM...
at the top of my lungs.

till the world comes to a hold.

:(:(:(:(:(

2009-10-12T23:29:00.004+08:00

it's really too hard for me to bear.
i wonder if it had really sunk in.

but hey, this feels like hell. :(
it hurts in the mind.
i'm trying to supress.
it may be 身外物 but it's the feelings i had with it.
the roads it walked with me.
the tears i shed with it.
the glees we shared.
it's much much more than just a superficial non-living thing.
even given an identical replacement, it's far from what it is.
besides, i just started to appreciate it much more.
you ppl may think that i'm insane...
so be it!

wad's wrong with those men in blue.
wad's with their attitude. you get your feed from us POEPLE.
and look at the shit they give.
arse off!

unprecedented circumstances

2009-10-11T23:02:00.002+08:00

finders keepers, losers weepers
which SADDISTIC MEAN FREAK came up with that?!??!
i hope it'll never come true in this case!

just so cold, the way it is.
perhaps this is just another replay...
i wonder i can take.

:D

2009-10-10T03:48:00.004+08:00

looking at the cobwebs accumulated up here.
i shall clear it, temporarily people!

finally, i've gotten my lappy back in shape. erm. the 'd' key had this weird sensation at touch after it once stuck under the 'c' key somehow. seriously speaking, i dunno how that happened. =x

yeahhh~ feel so light hearted after finishing my block's notice board. and yea we did improve much. :D seniors came down to helped too. thanks loads to them. was really in this sian mode after our first attempt got rejected somehow. anyway our team is efficient. kudos!

will be really busy and all. so... not gonna come here as often as before. oh wells. anyway i seemed to be out of blog juice evidently yea.
there it is again.

JIAYOU for quizzes!!!
till then.

寻找读书天堂

2009-10-03T23:45:00.001+08:00

it's all in the mind.
it's the devil.

2009-09-23T03:45:00.001+08:00

感觉上，
是一道围墙
正反射着向它投射的所有线光

但被保着的宝却全然不知情
还以为向外投射的荧光是来自自我

Hari Raya

2009-09-21T03:03:00.002+08:00

hello hello,
went to my auntie's house for buffet after my jap lesson.
and get to meet my niece haha. she's changed alottt. but i think she likes me. she'll smiles and stare at me and wants to eat what i eat. hahaha. then when i stare at her when she's on the verge to cry she'll stop then stare back. lol so cute! :D
she's quite greedy always eyeing on my food! hahaha.

during jap mel didnt see me. lols. i didnt see her come in too. funny! only until she disallow ppl to sit beside her cuz she's booking seats for us. btw she's only sitting in front of me den i tapped her and she turned back with her jaw ajar. HAHAHA. then after awhile... pj came in and her expression... *blink blinks* like as though she's dreaming. lols. not to the extent of akira shock la huh. hahas.

darn... i can't find a lappy sleeve that's to my liking!!! Am i too fussy. beg to differ...

changes

2009-09-19T23:39:00.004+08:00

yeaaaa!!!!!
MY HAIR!!! LOLOLOL.
MY PHONE!!! finally, a long awaited one.
the activation energy is just cuz i left my charger in hall. dumbie.

people! i'm so gonna blow u all off. LOL. either ways i guess. :] =/
HAHAH. put on ur seat belts and pimp ur rides. lol. okay okay really uttering rubbish here...(tubbish is a cute typo version of it i feel LOL)
cool... i can live somewhat like a nun. =S
shall wait for the pokes to subside.. den it will tone down...? too loud perhaps.

cui entries...

2009-09-19T03:16:00.004+08:00

aweee...
i dunno whether is my wisdom tooth growing out not. but that location swell. =/ but subside already.. aweeeee.. i dun wan it to grow. if not have to remove it! PAIN!

just now watched G forces with mel an mx at jp. hahahha they're so cuteeee :D seems very long since i watched a movie... i supposed? it's not bad... haha. anddd i think i seriously need to get my lappy's sleeve like asap. lols. thanks ar bk.. though u wont see this anyways..

my mum actually recognises no boundaries by adam! yea!!! SUPRISED! O.O but actually... i shouldn't be since she chased after american idol for that season and serveral others. hip? lol.

went for hall V cultural night cum anniversary on thurs. haha makan and hear the melody from many diff ppl. enjoyable night!

=/

2009-09-17T00:09:00.001+08:00

what do you call...
when a pit's infront and people just jumps in?
or rather digging own's pit..

YIPPY!

2009-09-16T01:08:00.003+08:00

PASSED!!!!
HOORAY!

a friendly and nice tester i had that is.

heh

2009-09-15T00:16:00.001+08:00

i want it the way i want tmr!
:D

chionggg~

2009-09-10T23:07:00.005+08:00

AH maddness. i have driving everyday since tuesday till my test date. and bcuz of my elective had to go back for sch and that day i was running from east to west to east and back to west. phew. and i think somehow i'm programmed to sleep on trains already. aweee... i think this is bad ya. then i can't mug on the train. >.< but maybe it's only when i listen to my ipod then will have this automation? ha.. not sure la.

OH, and i got into QP already... HAHAHA. in publications and publicity. hmm... people must come support our musical ya!!! yeap yeap. we have a musical annually. :D

NOOB....

2009-09-03T02:25:00.002+08:00

This is really dumb... I'm now using my iPod to go online. Gosh yea yea just discovered this function and the wireless connection in my hall @.@ ahhhh~! So noob... Somemore it's a day before I get my lappy. Lol dumb la. Okies i'm so gonna use this to keep me awake tmr.

I got high so I'm not sleepy le. Darn...

Ytd went for QP interview... Omg I tell u, they so scary manage to search my blog on the spot! Stunned... @.@
Lols... I thought the interview for cast is another period or something so was yet stunned when they ask me sing. And so I had no songs in mind...

Oh nooo, I think I sld get back to bio.
Update again... Ja!